Wednesday, 10 June 2015

Pengalaman mengandung

hye peeps.

lama nya tak berblog . actually i dh jadi mommy taw. what a beautiful feelings. Tp pengalaman beranak quite okay berbanding mengandung. Allah masa mengandung sememangnya lah dugaan betul. 9 bulan alah teruk tak sudah sudah. Hanya kerana cik sofia sorang. Haha. Keluar2 kecik tot molek jer.

Org tak pernah mengandung. After a month kawen perut rase sakit asyik tak sedap je. Ngilu sgt kt ari2 tu. Tapi mcm tak terlintas pn preggy. Buat tak tau jer lah. Tapi makin obvious bila naik kereta terhentak sikit jer dah terasa pedih kat ari2. Adui laa ngiluuu! Mase tu macam dah dapat rasa preggy ke aku ni. Tapi sakitnyaaa macam kena hiris.

Then after 2 weeks puasa aku pun cek. Ingat lagi masa tu angkat barang2 dari rumah sewa tingkat 5. Adeii ngiluuu. Esok tu datang lg angkat barang yg lebih2. Ajak la kekakak aku sekali sbb kenangkn sakit tuu. Kt rumah sewa tu aku cek nasib baik kakak aku bwk pregnancy test 

Cek2 yup positip kawww mmg aku preggy. Terus aku jerit keriangan then bagitau kt housemate aku yg tgh blur2 study. Asmira lah org pertama tahu aku preggy. Allah syukur amat.

Haaaaa lepastu baru lah aku dah start pening baik punyeeee. Demam aku dua minggu. Sakit tapayah cakap. Muntah dari pagi sampai ke petang. Allah loyaaa gila. Aku g Al-Islam specialist checkup. Alahai baby tu kecik macam noktah. Haha. Tapi sampai berlinang airmata gembira.

Mase aku 7 bulan aku dah dapat rasa contraction kecil. Uishhh sakit rase cm na nangesss. Sakit amat pedih ngiluuuu! Sepanjang aku mengandung aku praktikal uishh mmg dugaan. Kerja dari pagi2 buta dah keluar. Dalam kereta muntah 3 ke 4 round. Sampai tempat praktikal muntah.  Janganlah aku skip makan mmg aku muntah. Nak jadikan cerita aku mmg kne ngunyah je tiap mase na bg ilang loya tu haa. Mane tak dari berat 58kg ke 85kg. Hahaha. Trberat penah aku rekodkan. Haha.

Then aku byk kali ehh ulang alik klinik. Nak tau kenapa? Sbb nya aku muntah tu muntah darah dan kuning. Sepanjang 9bln ehh muntah cmtu. Lepastu telinga aku dan hidubg aku berdarah yes start dari kandungan aku 5bulan. Tiap hari berdarah. Tambah kena pulak bengkak kat ari2 seminggu aku duk spital. Hamekkk. Haha.

Tapi best dapat relax taw. Lpas habis praktikal duk umah besarkan badan. Haha. Mase tu dah tak larat nak jalan sangat. Mengah. Kaki bengkak. Lg best mase aku preggy perghhhh selekeh habis. Aku pakai ikut sukahaty aku. Makeup aku cmpak jauh2 sbb nye tak boleh bau bedak. Pengsannn!

Tapi masuk je 8 bulan kandungan aku cm ada wat hal sikit. G la spital selayang takut anak dah kat bawah. Allah lg ngeri aku tgk org2 kat situ. Jerit2. Aku plak seram. Dah first time. Terbayang cmne aku beranak nanti. Scaryy i olls. Yg paling tak boleh blah doktor ganas nak mati. Mase aku kena seluk for the first time aiyooooo sakit lg2 dia pusing jari dia dalam tu. Mak aihhh tobat ta na beranak dah. Eishhh seminggu lebam aku punya kemaluan. Adeii. Sabo je lah nak jadi mak ni weii.

Tapi ape pun mmg pengalaman aku lah 9bulan mabuk teruk dgn darah dengan segala macam dugaan Allah bagi untuk kuatkan hati aku. Tapi ape aku buat aku usap perut selalu dan cakap2 dengan anak aku. Seronok sangat. Anak aku pulak mak aihhh ganasss habis. Haha. Dalam perut pusing2 mcm roller coster. Kiki. Sampai dah kua ni pun same jugak. Dah nak bole meniarap dah pun. Syukur sangat.

To all mommies and bakal mommies out there u guysss are awesomee. Preggy women are awesomee lah kuat semngat tabah bagai. Hihi.

Friday, 10 May 2013

ohh my poor blackberry

ohhh my motherboard 4 bb is crushed.. same goes with my heart.. dis is all because of nazmi the most @*#+•€# creature ever.. its all bcz of him.. i hate him sooo muchhhh !!! i will miss u my bb.. gudbye so longgg !!

Wednesday, 12 December 2012

IT'S WEDNESDAY DAY DAY DAY !!

Assalamualaikum all..

ouhh.. apa yg dah jadi bia lah trjadi aite ??
haziq is a sweet person.. he will do anything for me but i still searching for my self either..
i need some space and some air to breath.. haziq going to be my fiance.. only 18 days left.. eeeeee nerves nyaa actually..
hope everything going well
hari ni da beli bedsheet wne pink.. sweet kn.. erghh ta saba na hias blik.. lgsir pn da bli.. everyting da bli.. 
carpet juz use my old one sjew.. hihi.. myb semua ni ade hikmah nyaa kn.. hihi

ta lame lg jd tunangan org da.. hee.. ermm by the way he made me a couple shirt.. hee sweet kn.. 
nty la upload pic k.. hee..

XOXO ;)

Tuesday, 11 December 2012

missing

assalamualaikum..

another 18 days till the e-day.. haziq is the only frenz which good frenz to me.. everything will gets better when i talk with him.. but nazmi is my only one that i love the most.. nothing compare to him.. i miss him soo much.. i cant even forget him.. i love him so much.. but the sad thing he never felt like what i feel.. he never feel the love.. hope i can feel what he feel.. heartless, what ever happen he still in my heart forever.. nazmi

Monday, 26 November 2012

kau katakan cinta semua mmg ku punya

ouhh a story that i will never tell lies..

this was straight..

when i am eigthteen years old i fall in love with some guys..
we started dating.. hang out.. huha huha.. having so much fun and love..

yup im in uitm..
he so adorable, cute, polite, sweet and everything gurl would ever dream..
i am the luckiest girl in the world.. had a great tyme.. meet his family.. get to know all of them close..
i love him soo much.. i love him more than myself..
in our first year anniversarry i found out he's having an affair with his ex.. omgee.. such a painful world that tyme.. everything turns upside down.. however due to the love i forgive him and get back together.. but same thing happens and we broke up.. that is what he asked for..
he said " tak dew sapew nak kau dah .. " i know it.. its really a hard year for me.. to forget him..

but we get back together after a month bcz he beggs me.. yes having a perfect 6month...
after that he change.. never call.. never text me.. he forget me.. he erasing me from his heart.. ouhh such a pain that time with final exams and friends that stab u at ur back... 
finally i made my decisions.. "im going to his house" thats what i said to my fren..
on that friday i drive to his house all along to sg.petani.. i return back the rings and also love i gave him.. I HATE HIM DAMN MUCH.. but u know what i forgive him after 5months later.. stupid aite??
he mingle around with many girls but yet i still love him.. but not my faith with him.. after 4 years i know him and now i will engage with someone else which he is my friend.. i know him from my friend sunarti... we juz having a basic relationship.. we are just friends in phone.. meet in 3 times thats all.. never cheat.. he is so nice, always listen to my probs.. he is my soulmate now.. i am too heratbroken.. i ask him to take care of me.. its hard for me to forget nazmi but i have to.. i need to..


 
chot ;)



 
nasrul haziq ;)


Nasrul Haziq..
dia lahh lelaki yg bg aku sinar harapan yg tinggi..
aku sgt bertuah sbb aku cari dye blik aku call dye balik...
sbb kami hanyalahh kwn biasa yg sentiasa menasihati sesame sendri.. dye sgt memahami.. walaupun dye da pnt dga ctew yg sme tp dye ttp dga.. dye sgt baik kn? tapi aku ta nah nmpak.. sebulan kita org text, call2,, jmpe.. dye sgt care ttg aku.. sentiasa text aku wlupn kjew.. dye ta penah letey memahami aku.. layan aku dgn penoh kesabaran.. akhirnyaa aku akur ini lahh cinta yg tak di sgka.. i will forget nazmi.. i will be a good fiance to him.. let all the pass and live in future.. I LOVE U NASRUL HAZIQ.. kaulah penyelamat yg sentiasa di haty.. hihi.. thnx 4 be with myside when i need a friend.. im so glad u with me.. hope it will last forever..

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

COLMAR my soul


 sisterly hood ;)

 my sis n hubby + afeef

 the fountain ;)

 HOTEL :)



assalamualaikum.. 
yeay having a great day at Colmar Tropicale Bukit Tinggi with my sis n hubby
we eat together, enjoy together 
we visiting a japanese garden with a maximum height of mountain.. 
my bro in law can't even stand and having a pain climb the mountain... haha.. 
but we hving a good day at colmar tropicale..
we also visit a rabbit farm.. ouhh they are so cute though..
but apparently the pix all in my phones.. couldn't upload yayy.. huhu
the best damn thing there are afeef is da most happiest boy in da world.. hahaha.. 
acting, dancing, berangan.. n everyting that most kids do when having a greatest tyme aite.. 

after we that we shoot to kuantan. having another vacations there..
we got lost there lucky to have a good person.. abg2 kuantan tlg.. haha..
thnx abg2.. haha
then we having our dinner after a tired day.. at tanjung lumpur..
the food was totally outrageous.. it great n nice.. hihi..
u all shud try it.. sedapppp !!

the day after dat we go to TC or Teluk Chempedak.. haha
there so many pepol there.. 
a hot shiny day..
but its beautiful there.. hihi..
what an experience.. 
it was a great vacation though.. hihi




Sunday, 22 July 2012

A LIL BIT OF ROCKY AND MUSLIMAH

hehe.. posting again

i've got so many pictures to post really..
i love taking pictures with my sony camera.. yuppy !!
my pinky sony camera which my birthday present actually from my sister.. hee~

nothing much to tell..
i love striking colors actually..
as i already got my new sexy red DIOR bags.. 
let have some pose.. hehe 

and also my mum MANGO chili red bagss.. haha
its juz an old picture about month ago at tesco rawang parking lot..

and i've got the pictures with my boyfren's family.. haha.. it was raya but i cant remember the year.. and also we go to the jubli park for a walk and CENDOL.. haha..

we have fun and fun after all..
and got tired then becoz his niece cry..
haha..
beselaa budak2 kn.. 

my bf's family :)

me me :)

zeda and wawa
sicantekss :)

cik wawa

pantai RR with them

we are ladies bebeh :)

me :)

wawa si chomeyl

kak nawwar


my sayang with her niece <3<3

chiffon top TRENDYHAWA COLLECTIONS| jacket from TRENDYHAWA COLLECTIONS| cotton on jeans| bawal orange from |TRENDYHAWA COLLECTIONS| vincci love palm shoes

MNG bags (mums) hee ~

vintage japan dress|cotton on jeans| DIOR bag from TRENDYHAWA COLLECTIONS|black bawal from TRENDYHAWA COLLECTIONS